so weird

I just realized I don't blog as much as I used to and that makes me really sad. I love blogging. But life takes over and you all know what happens after that!

God Redeems. Amen

Ahh wow. I haven't blogged in sooo long. I was studying and had to take a break to write. I got the urge (which I haven't had in awhile) and I got the idea of what to write. Anyways if you have been a long time follower of my blog or even a close friend of mine you know that I have suffered through a lot. You also know what emotional roller coaster the month of October can be for me. If you don't know what in the world I am talking about you can read here. Well it's shocking to say but this month (all three days of it) haven't actually been that bad. But the  funny thing is how I miss her three times more then I did when she passed three years ago. My point? God is good! He is still in control. He is still reigning. God is healing me. I am further in the process then I thought! Oh praise God! As you know I walked away from the Lord soon after all of this. Well about a month ago I was approached about being involved with a girls beauty conference at church. I agreed and assumed it would be me just serving food and dealing with registration. I really wanted to serve God that way. It turns out I am doing a cardboard testimony and helping with a workshop on eating disorders. OH wow!! We see Gods redemption in a beautiful way. As if that wasn't enough of a blessing, the conference falls on the weekend of the anniversary of her passing. Wow. What a better way to spend that weekend then honoring God with His truth that has become my life?
-Ariana

my apologies

i have been ima I know. but thats what happens when you go to college and get a life! =p

18 years

"18 years had come and gone. For Momma they flew by but for me the drug on and on."

When we hold onto the things of the past we keep ourselves from becoming who God wants us to be. That is like a slap in the face to God.

morgan....

i love you sister. i miss you. that is all there is to it. i want to eat chocolate with you. duhh