Ahh wow. I haven't blogged in sooo long. I was studying and had to take a break to write. I got the urge (which I haven't had in awhile) and I got the idea of what to write. Anyways if you have been a long time follower of my blog or even a close friend of mine you know that I have suffered through a lot. You also know what emotional roller coaster the month of October can be for me. If you don't know what in the world I am talking about you can read
here. Well it's shocking to say but this month (all three days of it) haven't actually been that bad. But the funny thing is how I miss her three times more then I did when she passed three years ago. My point? God is good! He is still in control. He is still reigning. God is healing me. I am further in the process then I thought! Oh praise God! As you know I walked away from the Lord soon after all of this. Well about a month ago I was approached about being involved with a girls beauty conference at church. I agreed and assumed it would be me just serving food and dealing with registration. I really wanted to serve God that way. It turns out I am doing a cardboard testimony and helping with a workshop on eating disorders. OH wow!! We see Gods redemption in a beautiful way. As if that wasn't enough of a blessing, the conference falls on the weekend of the anniversary of her passing. Wow. What a better way to spend that weekend then honoring God with His truth that has become my life?
-Ariana
