It is one busy day in the doctors office. Friday afternoon and the entire office is filled. Screaming babies, crawling toddlers, kids playing, and the occasional grumpy teenager. I think to myself "man I am grumpy too, this has been one long school week". I sit there quietly but I have been waiting at least an hour and no telling how many more hours. I retreat to texting on my phone because I am just totally frustrated with the long wait. I start to think about the to do list I have waiting for me at home and I begin to get fidgety. I look up from my phone to see not much has changed in the waiting room. But one thing catches my eye and I can't seem to divert my eyes anywhere else. It's bugging me that I find myself staring at this young girl but I really can't help it. She appears to have been crying hard, her eyes are puffy and her face extremely red. Her body is shaking violently and I can't tell if somethings wrong or if she is just scared. She has a vacant look in her eyes and is gripping her blanket. I can't help but notice she looks a little worn out and about the same age as me. I can't figure out what is wrong with her. Not wanting to be rude I stop staring but steal a glance every once and awhile to see if anything changes. And with each passing moment something in my heart is breaking for her. I don't know why or even how, I have never seen her in my life. The nurse calls her name and she disappears. I slowly forget all about it as my name is called. I go in for my routine check up and I am out in less then ten minutes. As I walk out I notice an ambulance blocking my car. I can't go anywhere and suddenly I feel my heart drop to my feet. As I notice the same young girl I saw earlier in the office being taken out on a gurney. This time there is a man accompanying her mom into the ambulance. I notice a look of fear and grief on their faces. I slowly climb into my car, as I keep my eyes pasted on the scene unfolding before me. My heart is breaking even more then before and I am freaked out for this girl. Something in me told me to pray and as I begin with a simple "Dear Father", I realize this is the first time I have prayed today. I ask the Lords forgiveness as my heart realizes how selfish it truly is. As I begin to pray I cry and then more and more until it becomes sobs. I soon realize what a freak I must look like as I am sobbing for no apparent reason. Or maybe there is a perfectly fine explanation to this sobbing. As I control myself I realize I just felt Gods heart for all mankind. I realize I know nothing about this girl yet my heart is still breaking for her problems. I realize that her heart still beats regardless of what her past is. I saw someone different that day. I saw her through God's eyes and for the first time in my life I felt a compassionate love for someone I never even met.
By Ariana
Saturday, May 1, 2010
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you are so so talented. this story is amazing :)
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